Could You Read It, Om?

In this morning, I think about you suddenly. Hey my beloved uncle, are you doing great right there? It has been 5 years.

I bet you are fine out there because you are a good person. Good person gets good things. Hnggg if you know I say you are a good person, you will show your smug face. Oh can't let it happen! Kekekek..

I remember the times we passed together, when you were on college and I still on elementary school. Do you know how bad I miss you? How I miss yer joke, the way you laugh at me, the way you bully me, the way we fought for sambel trasi. Haha those times were so nice when you messed me, when we still gather in one dimension.

You know, you are missing a lot of things! Many things happen these days and you must be surprised because you've already become a grandpa!!! Mas Tito had a son, named Dito. He's so smart, just like you.

The most important thing that you should know

→ my nose is lil bit higher ←

So you can't say 'hidung keinjak gajah' anymore hahahaha :))

.......

Hmmm it's miserable when I realize that you've gone. Y you leave me this fast? I remember when Tante Pipit embraced me tight and said 'maafin salahnya om mamo ya dek, om emang suka usil sama dek ani tapi dek ani itu ponakan kesayangannya om mamo'. I couldn't do anything but cried heavily :''''(

It's easy for someone says 'udah anggep aja om mamo masih di Jakarta', but I can't! The fact is I can't meet you when I go to Jakarta. I can't see yer nice smiling eyes. I can't see yer distended tummy. I can't.

I bloody miss you. Promise me you'll be always good out there.

Indrasmo Murdi Prasetyo, you always be in our hearts :''')

`L♥ve

Wednesday,November 2, 2011

It hurts

My friends always say 'You have one older brother and one older sister. How lucky you are'

Yes, I`m so lucky. I have two siblings and they are sooo aw aw aw awesome :3 ♥

My brother is smart, an activist, a good leader, etc.

My sister is beautiful, smart, calm, etc.

But it hurts when some of you start comparing me esp w/ my sister.

Oke, I know it.

I know that I'm not as beatiful as her.

I'm not as smart as her.

I'm not as calm as her.

I dont even do a great handwriting like she does.

Fyi, she got first rank on her class and top10 on pararel rank on her school, even top3. Oya, and her IPs are about 3,7...; 3,8...; and 3,9... Almost 4!!!

Not only that, she got 550 for toefl score.

You can imagine how smart she is. But dont ever imagine that she is a bookworm. She actives at TPHP's organization as a secretary and she likes to go play, waste her time with her friends also her boy friend.

I never blame her because she doesnt like a situation when someone compare us.

She always stop the conversation and looks for another topic.

She always says 'We both are just same'.

I think she knows how bad my feeling when someone compares us.

Yaaaa, thats why I love her so much ♥♥

She never makes me feel a difference within us.

I love her more since we are in the same faculty.

We are more compact and have same point of view.

So please, just stop comparing.

I know, we are different. I'm the minus minus minus and she is the plus plus plus, billion of plus.

But please, it hurts. So much.

P.S: I love you my Rahajeng Arumdinari xxo

`L♥ve

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Parents

I miss both of you mom, dad. Bloody miss you.

I just cant wait to see you on December.

Be fine there.

`L♥ve

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

My Spirit :)

My love, my life, my everything..

Family
Oh God I really do love them. Aaaa!
Daddy, oh he is the real man. I never met man like him. Wise, patient, clever, low profile, and I love the way he gives jokes to us :} I always miss him because he has been living in Jakarta and go back home on weekend.

Mommy, aaaa she is the best mom! Easy going and so amazing. And do you know? She was a dancer when she was young. She has learned dance since kindergarten. Really wow! I cant explain her with words. But I love her so mmmmmmmuch! She always wipes my tears, when I cry in front of her :')

Mas Prima, annoying yet funny. Stubborn yet caring. He always shows his care indirectly. But I really know that he loves us; dad, mom, mbajeng, his girlfriend, and actually meeee! ♥

Mbak Ajeng, genius, sweet, bad tempered yet calm, kind. She loves sharing her stories with us. And she really loves her crazy busy boyfriend mwimwimwi :3 My partner in crime, doing somoronthing then laugh together :D

Thank you for anything that you four give to me. It means everything. Well, I have no words. I can`t explain how it feels. Incredible family. Yes, we are. Although daddy is separated with us but we feel that no distance within us . We are FIVE. Just like a power ranger hahahahaha and I`ll choose the pink one :p Thanks for the warmth, love, understanding, care :) Love you more each day xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxx~

♥♥♥

Friends
Sri Wijayanti Wulandari
Ouch! I often kill my time with her. Cheerful, love laughing, maudlin (just like me :d), caring, and loving. She always be here when I'm lonely. We got this close since second grade. And we always share everything :)

Kurniasih Cahya Paramita
Oh wow! She is a great girl. If you know her well, you'll know how patient she is. I love her thought and the way she speaks. Easy going and simple yet pretty cruel :9 Everything that she wears always match and really good looking :D

Muhammad Zaky Mudzakir
Heya, MBE (you know what I mean :D) He is so moody, stubborn, caring, smart, and humble. What he said is almost right but I always disobey his suggest :B When I'm in bad condition he gives me spirit and his words make me better. And I'm very glad when he told me a really good news last March :)

Kurnian Febriarto
I called him Pepoy! Wahuahuahua he is a kind boy (he hates to be called a good boy, sounds like a puppy not a peppy muahahahaha :"""D) He is really caring, patient, faithful, and funny! The way he walks just like a gangster muahahaha :D He knows deeply about my love life :p And I remember, I knew him from bing then we got closer when mxit was a trend :p

Menthikers (Nanny, Tyas, Mila, Tiak, Diny)
Haaaaaaaa I miss them so much! My lil chair mate, Nanny; my craziest friend, Tyas; my lovable friend, Mila; my feminine friend, Tiak; and my careless friend, Diny. Long time no see! Let's meet then share our stories. So miss that time when we hang out together :} Love you five!

Gupi, Khofi, Jolly
Auoooo! The wild friends wuahahaha :D Gupi, always overstate. Khofi, movie maniac. Jolly, the big boss! I love you and I miss you

Ratih & Phea
Wooohoooooo! Ratih the singer and Phea the busy one. Oyeahoyeah really miss them. Gossiping all the time muahahahaha. I wanna go to Kaliurang and Wonosobo for surrrre! Aaaaaaaaa!

Egha & Moko
My ridiculous friends :D Everything gonna be super ultra funny if I meet them. And they are good secret holder :)

Thank God I found you. You give fabulous things that really unforgettable. Don't ever forget me, please. Remember the whole things that we pass together. Almost three years which fulfilled by laugh smile promises understanding, also tears disappointment mistakes, everything. Thank you for the gorgeous love, togetherness, and friendship. Heart you xoooxooooo~

♥♥♥


You give me spirit to keep standing here, face everything that should be faced. I always say thanks to God in every breath that I take, every beat in my heart, every smile on my lips, and every tears on my cheeks for the great things that I get from all of you.
I`m the most fortunate girl because I have great people around me :D

P.S: I finished it when my dad was arriving :D

`L♥ve
Saturday, May 15, 2010

Million in One

Dealing with previous post, so I post this one. This is it :}

Picture above is my beloved living room. Place in my house that I really love. Why do I write about living room not my own room? Yap I`ll give my excuses.
This is the place where I relate with others; family, friends, neighbour, and tentor. So many things happened there; happiness, worries, sadness, madness, craziness, togetherness, everything. Those sofas, tables, and trinkets are the eyewitness. They know and they see every laughs, tears, jokes, conversations, lessons that I do and get. They know how sad when I cry, how crazy when I laugh, how happy when my love next to me. My living room wrap everything amazingly. Million in one ♥

Time passes by, but every single memory is still saved well. It will be eternal and never fade away :}

~~~

`L♥ve
Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Spent My Almost Perfect Day with My Bests :D

23 Desember 2009! What a day! :D
Sekarang ini aku lagi mencet-mencet keypad handphone di RSGM Prof. Soedomo FKG UGM yeaah kurang lengkap apa coba nih aku nulisnya huhaha :D
Lagi nungguin my momma praktek sambil dengerin berkali-kali Thank God I Found You-Mariah Carey (I do really addicted to this nice old song :p).
Seharian ini aku pergi dari sebelum dhuhur yess akhirnya gak mbatang di rumah hehe. Pertamanya jam 1 mau ke rumah Diyni. Tapi keburu aku mati kebosanan jadi mampir rumah Wulan dulu bentar dari jam setengah 12 sampe jam 1. Terus lanjut ke rumah Diyni. Awawawawa udah lama banget gak ketemu satu makhluk ini. Sahabatku dari kelas 1 SMP :`) Orangnya cantik, kecil, tapi cablak dan kalo ketawa kerasnya gak beda jauh sama aku ngahaha :D
Dah lama banget gak ketemu. Terakhir ketemu pas buber. Alhasil tadi heboh banget. Dia curhat tentang pacarnya. Dan saya terperangah. Dia sabarnyaaaa yaAllah sabar banget.
Sampe tadi tu aku mukulin dia saking herannya `Kamu kok sabar bgt sih din jadi orang?! Pengen tak makan bener tuh cowok.`
Eh dianya malah jawab sambil cekikikan `Alah kayak kamu dulu ga sabar banget. Kamu tu juga gitu tau ni`. Tapi sakjane kalo dibandingin jauh lebih sabar dia astagaaaaaa. Kalo ketemu pacarnya Diyni pengen tak beleh terus tak sate! Emosai banget! Udah selesai ngobrol dan melepas kangen aku akhirnya ke KG deh, kontrol. Padahal dulu aku jarang banget yang namanya kontrol. Sampe Nanny sama Micu terheran-heran. Ngahahaha :D Tapi sekarang eike rajin loh boook! :p
Sampe KG langsung kontrol sama my beloved dentist, my mom :*
Dan yap sesuai tebakan saya, pembicaraan didominasi masalah Mas Ichsan. Wahuahuahahaha tanda bagus nih soalnya itu berarti Mbajeng-Mas Ichsan direstuin. Ngahaha :D
Bentar lagi capcus nih soalnya udah sepi pasien, udah sore sih. Rencananya mau pergi makan sama ibuk. I`m terribly starving! Hoah! Walau lapar tapi senang hahaha. Almost perfect day :D
Gak 100% perfect soalnya tadi pagi hmmm.... Maaf yaaa. I hope it will be good soon.
Dan semoga tar malem jadi Perfect deh. Amiin :D

:`)

Raditya Prima Istiaji, Rahajeng Arumdinari, Ratriani Puspita Hastuti.
Kami bertiga adalah tiga orang anak tangguh mental baja HAHAHA :D
Kemaren ini diuji lagi kemandiriannya tapi ujiannya sangat parah bikin panik hampir pingsan.
Hari Minggu,11 Oktober kemaren aku dapet sms dari Mas Ichsan pacar baru gressnya Mba Ajeng. Begitu buka langsung shock gara-gara smsnya ngabarin Mba Ajeng kecelakaan.
Ealah aku mikirnya jatuh biasa soalnya Mba Ajeng kalo naek motor utuk-utuk banget pelan ngalahin siput nggak kayak aku ngiwut bgt zz. Pas aku tanyain ternyata masuk IGD Pantirapih.
Waduh gawat ini aku kebingungan panik bgt masalahnya orangtua dua-duanya lagi di luar, pas di sms juga aku lagi sendirian di rumah. Mas Prima ada acara kampus, Mba Ajeng juga hari itu rencanya mau ke kampus ada acara ospek. Aku langsung kalang kabut. Telpon Mas Ichsan tapi nggak nyambung, Mba Nisa juga ga bisa. Saking paniknya pas itu yang lagi smsan sama aku langsung tak kabari.
Aku disuruh ke Pantirapih sama Mas Ichsan tapi masalahnya motor yang tak remukin itu tampak tak bersahabat. Makin panik lagi Mas Prima aku smsin tapi ga bales. Akhirnya aku telpon dan alhamdulillah diangkat. Biasanya kalo ditelpon gapernah diangkat sampe lumutan zzz.
Langsung abis itu Mas Prima ke Pantirapih. Nah akunya yang panikan ini bawaannya ribut pengen kesana. Untung ada Wulan yang mau nganterin (thankyou so much deaaar :') )
Sampe sana aku shock liat mbakku masih dalam keadaan nggak sadar. Otomatis aku nangis, Mas Prima juga. Sumpah pas itu benar-benar mangharu biru. Lagi ditinggal orang tuanya jauh-jauh gitu kok ya pas banget dapet musibah kayak gini.
Apalagi kondisinya Mba Ajeng pas itu memprihatinkan bgt. Pikiranku udah kemana-mana dan parahnya itu semua pikiran negatif :((
Nunggu berabad-abad di depan ruang IGD akhirnya hasil scan-nya Mba Ajeng udah keluar dan alhamdulillah hasilnya baik. Tapi tetep aja disuruh opname soalnya benturan dikepala tu bahaya sampe dijait empat pula tu Mba Ajeng. Akhirnya aku masuk dan liat mbakku kayaknya kesiksa bgt, kesakitan :(
Aku liat krudungnya penuh darah yaampun aku langsung pusing mual mau pingsan rasanya :`(
Selesai diurus semuanya Mba Ajeng dibawa ke kamar Carolus 515. Hari pertama Mba Ajeng masih sering pusing kasian bgt pokoknya. Untungnya ada Mas Ichsan yang setia menemani. Astaga Mas Ichsan keliatan bgt sayangnya sama Mbak Ajeng :))))
Hari itu orang tua ga tau sama sekali Mba Ajeng lagi di rumah sakit. Takutnya pada kepikiran disana jadi malah kerjaannya ga jalan semua. Ayah pulang ke Jakarta baru kita kabarin. And my mom the last one who knew it. She knew it when she arrived in Jakarta.
Selasa malem Ayah bela-belain pulang wif my mom. Ekspresinya orang tuaku cemas sekaligus lega liat Mba Ajeng soalnya udah jauh menbaik pas itu :)
Rabo pagi Ayah balik lagi ke Jakarta. Aku nggak bayangin gimana capeknya itu rasanya pasti kayak digebukin orang satu kampung. Thanks so much dad, take care your self :'D
Yah dari hari Minggu-Selasa sore semuanya kami hadapi bertiga :)) Tapi itu juga ga bakal bisa tanpa dukungan dan doa semua temen" kita.
YaAllah aku bersyukur bgt punya temen" yang peduli sama aku&keluargaku, Wulan, Micu, Nanny, Zaky, Tyas, dll :DD Oiya terimakasih juga buat Tante Yatie, ibunya Zaky yang udah repot-repot jenguk Mbak Ajeng :) Terimakasih juga buat Mas Ichsan&temen"nya Mba Ajeng, Mbak Amel&temen"nya Mas Prima, Om Nung&keluarga, My Parents, and so BIG THANKS to ALLAH :DD
Carolus 515 bener-bener penuh kenangan :)))))))

:D

Dalam hidup ini aku punya 2 hal yang sangat penting. keluarga dan sahabat :}

1. bersyukur banget aku dilahirin dikeluarga yang sangat luar biasa :D

ayah yang sangat sabar dan staycool :p very wise tapi sayang jarak memisahkan kami jogja-jakarta huhuhu iloveyousomuch dad :* aku adalah anak yang paling banyak mendapatkan gen dari ayahku muahahaha :D

mama gaul metal gokil! hahahaha :D sangat berjiwa muda dan sangatlah baik :) udah berasa sama sahabat sendiri deh :*

masprima si sinis sok staycool. talk less do more :D tapi kadang talk more do less zzz -____________-

mbajeng si jenius yang sangat kalem. alhamdulillah sudah mulai terbuka padaku. TOP SECRET HOLDER! :DD

2. arti sahabat dalam Kamus Besar Ratriani Puspita Hastuti buahahaha :D

sahabat adalah teman dekat yang sangat amat dekat (nah lo pusing kan maksudnya apa. blibet zz). teman berbagi apapun! berbagi semua cerita, senang suka gembira ceria tangis duka marah kecewa dan lain sebagainya. sahabat juga teman saat kita melakukan hal-hal bodoh apapun itu. hal mengerikan dan menjijikkan bisa berubah menjadi hal yang sangat menyenangkan dan manis. hmmmmm sounds good :D

tapi nggak ada kan manusia yang sempurna? begitu halnya sahabat. nggak selamanya bisa terasa manis, tapi juga pahit. tapi ujungnya juga pasti manis. saat salah satu diantara kita ngelakuin kesalahan dan kita saling memaafkan. itulah hal yang paling manis :')

intinya, saya Ratriani Puspita Hastuti tidak bisa hidup tanpa sahabat-sahabatku :'D sahabat sejak SD sampe SMA. nanny, diyni, wulan, mccu, tyas, mila, tiak, dinii, peppy,egha, moko, zaky, berry, phea, ratih, dwito gembrot, fatnan, nanda, nia, ponco, putri, raras, ichan. nice to know you guys :DD

dua hal inilah kunci hidupku. ilovethemsomuch :)))