It hurts

My friends always say 'You have one older brother and one older sister. How lucky you are'

Yes, I`m so lucky. I have two siblings and they are sooo aw aw aw awesome :3 ♥

My brother is smart, an activist, a good leader, etc.

My sister is beautiful, smart, calm, etc.

But it hurts when some of you start comparing me esp w/ my sister.

Oke, I know it.

I know that I'm not as beatiful as her.

I'm not as smart as her.

I'm not as calm as her.

I dont even do a great handwriting like she does.

Fyi, she got first rank on her class and top10 on pararel rank on her school, even top3. Oya, and her IPs are about 3,7...; 3,8...; and 3,9... Almost 4!!!

Not only that, she got 550 for toefl score.

You can imagine how smart she is. But dont ever imagine that she is a bookworm. She actives at TPHP's organization as a secretary and she likes to go play, waste her time with her friends also her boy friend.

I never blame her because she doesnt like a situation when someone compare us.

She always stop the conversation and looks for another topic.

She always says 'We both are just same'.

I think she knows how bad my feeling when someone compares us.

Yaaaa, thats why I love her so much ♥♥

She never makes me feel a difference within us.

I love her more since we are in the same faculty.

We are more compact and have same point of view.

So please, just stop comparing.

I know, we are different. I'm the minus minus minus and she is the plus plus plus, billion of plus.

But please, it hurts. So much.

P.S: I love you my Rahajeng Arumdinari xxo

`L♥ve

Saturday, November 27, 2010